The name is a mouthful and the girl is a handful and she scarily reminds me of myself. There must be some unspoken rule that if you are a Halliwell then when you make an entrance, it must be grand. She has come into my life like a whirlwind and probably just at the right time. I could use some more girlie time, even if she is younger than me. At first her presence threw me off because I had no clue who she was, other than the daughter of Sam and Melinda, Wyatt's sister and brother-in-law. Strangely enough, they don't have a daughter just yet. I am shaking my head as I try to wrap my mind around all things magical and Halliwell. I am now learning not only do bizarre things happen with screwed up potions, but apparently this family travels back and forth through time. Willa is obviously from the future. Only a couple of weeks in her presence and I already love the kid to death. I have to come learn over the past couple of weeks how it is I have come to share a bond with her so easily. I am her god mother, someone who watched over her often and spent apparently many days watching things like Scooby Doo cartoons. I do have quite a fondness for Scooby Doo, though I would not ever tell anyone that. It would quite kill any reputation I have for being bad ass. Me, a godmother and avid cartoon watcher. Who would have thought such a thing was possible. She is here for a reason, but it is something she holds quite tight within her for fear of doing future damage. There are so many things I want to ask her and I am not allowed. It is like torture for me to know the answers to my future are at my fingertips, but I can not have them. She is much stronger than I am because I would be unable to keep my mouth shut if in her position. But I adore her as I have never adored anyone, other than Wyatt, but my adoration for him is different. I can see Willa and I fast becoming friends, but I fear getting too close because there will come a time when she will need to go back to her time and that will truly leave a hole in my heart. I don't know how I became this new creature, one who finds comfort in boyfriends, friends, and people she can call family. I laugh to myself with I think of Willa's eagerness to hang out together and tease me with hints of things that she knows, especially my Christmas present from Wyatt. She fills my time and my heart with fun and hyperness, helping to keep my thoughts and the darkness from threatening me. I am sure there will be so much more to write about my goddaughter as time goes on, I only hope that whatever she came here to fix she is able to accomplish. And then maybe there is some divine law that will allow her to stay here. As selfish as it sounds...I would like to keep her here..
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